Friday, December 23, 2005 2:43 AM
sigh. tired out. this few days was like sleeping 4-6 hours nia. a way to train myself not to sleep so much. but then the timing is like all messed up. i am like sleeping in the morning, if not than afternoon. not a day am i sleeping at 2am. sigh. sad right. but i really need force myself to do homework in the morning and in the afternoon. perhaps the reason why i like to do homework at night is because it is quiet bahs. somehow, it is too hot in the afternoon. lols. and this two days, i've become guai liao. i switched on my lights when i'm doing homework. suddenly, i like the light instead of being in the dark. hahas. was in the dark room for a long time, ever since my light spoilt. and therefore lazy to switch it on even after i fixed it. ahah. then MIN YIpraise me today. so happy. haha. yea. she said she has respect for me. and i'm kana of touched. cuz not many people in band respect me as a senior or leader. and i don't expected it too, cuz of my attitude. lols. wells, thanks anyway. :)

now doing one of the letter writing. this few days starting to chiong my homework liao. hahas. did mostly english, but without all the summaries. haha. then the other subjects all die liao. don't know what to do. hais. so i guess, i can't really enjoy myself this christmas. lols. gotta find out what other homework i have. hahas. today went to school at 0830am. when i slept at 4am. haha. so i slept about 3hours and i'm awake liao. hais. today also the same. but today i'm meeting ANN at 0815am. then i'm meeting Timonthy at Serangoon to pass him money at 1130am. sorry Timonthy, have to make you rush over. hahas. then after that have to chiong to Dhoby Ghaut for a meeting. yeah. i'm in the photography ministry. tomorrow will be my first meeting. whee. looking forward to it. after that, i will be going yishun bahs. to wait for someone. lols. i guess i will wait til siao bahs. but i'm determined lor. even if that person does not want to meet me, i will still wait till it closes. :) i'm very patient bahs. haha.

anyway, yesterday someone cry seh. hais. see la, ask you go see doctor liao. you don't want. hais. nbm. i will force you to go one day. lols. yea. i was drenched, but is alright, cuz i bath the moment i reached home. anw, you really heavy lehz. the lift was like. AHYO! haha. laugh til want die seh. whatever, i told you, you aren't that unlucky liao. with me around, sure lucky de lor. don't worry too much. haha. anyway, i don't have a fun time taking care of you, because i do not know what to do. the pain that you suffer, i will not be able to understand de bahs.

i will wait for you de la. no matter whether you are coming or not. and YOU HOR! don't know how to take care of yourself de lehz. piang. need me take care of you arhs. hais. please. don't force yourself if you cannot make it lor. i dun wan you to fall sick..once you sick hor, i really don't know what to do liao. i can only say, i cannot stop caring for you, stop worrying about you. because i just can't stop it lor. hais. wadeva la. i dun want say anymore. sleep early lehz.

yawn. now my eyes are heavy seh. have to finish this letter before i go zzZ! must hang on til the end. lols. somemore, my back and leg damn pain. hais.